Monday, March 17, 2008

Decision '08: CA vs. CO

Watching:  Avs vs. Wild
Listening to:  The Summer Set
Eating: amazing chocolate cupcakes

So last night it really hit me.  I might have made a mistake.  I've always mocked those who have left Colorado for California and came back after a semester.  I have decided to swallow my pride and accept that I might be one of those people to.  I am about to make a pretty big decision in my life.  Do I want to stay in California or move back to Colorado?  Just thinking about moving back home last night made me the happiest I have been in months.  I think that maybe I moved out here to California too soon.  This still might be the place for me but just not until after school.  It kills me to see most of my friends starting their careers right now in the industry when I still have two more years of school left.  I had a great group of teammates from my hockey team back home.  I had a great job at Best Buy.  I was actually starting to like Metro State to.  Why did I just abandon all of this?  I thought that I might be able to have an even better life here in CA.  I probably could, but it's going to take months if not years in the making to establish it all.  I would say I have better friends here.  I wish I could just pack all of them up in my suit case back to Denver.  It is not for sure yet but, I think moving back home might be the best thing for me.  At least to finish school.

Anyways, this amazing band from Arizona that goes by the name of Lydia, have an album coming out tomorrow and it's going to be huge.  I highly recommend it.

Nick

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

welcome to my life. being at home for spring break makes me wish i hadn't left for school. ugh.

btw i haven't seen you in agessss. wtf is what about.

<3 lesley